The Great Conclusion

I've decided my children hate me. Or else they'd let me get a few, not just a couple hours of sleep. I wonder what day 5 without sleep is gonna be like? But seriously, I'll be sleeping great and it never fails one of the girls will get up for some reason or other and destroy the possibility that I'm gonna sleep all night. Tonight it was Miss Sadie, she woke up for no apparent reason what-so-ever. Don't they know that mommies aren't nice when they don't get their sleep? Well they should know, they've been living with me for almost a week.
Well, the Lord has a great way of giving us wake up calls. He sent me a good message the other day...I was at Kieran's baseball game and had the scare of my life. I felt a rush of emotions but mostly fear. I can't really explain it in great detail but Steff wandered off and I only had the general direction in which she went. When I found her she was as scared as I was. And, she was just following some kids through a wooded area. I thought I was going to find someone trying to kidnap my kid and all I could think was, "someone is gonna die." I was ready to kill and it wasn't Steff that was my target. I just wanted her back. Needless to say I won't be bringing my daughters to anymore baseball games.
Kieran did great at his first game. He played catcher the whole game and he did a great job. He's such an awesome little catcher. He even frames the ball for the ump. He'll catch a nice hard throw and hold it for a second while he awaits the umps call. It doesn't matter if it was a ball or a strike he just holds it and lets the ump know it was a solid throw. Usually he'll get a strike out of the deal. It's pretty cool to see. And, have you ever tried to play catcher? It's hard stuff with all that gear on. OH....he also got a kid out at home...the kid slid and Kieran nailed his little butt to the wall first. It was awesome. He did good at batting too. He hit a line drive and unfortunately got out because the kid caught it but it was a beautiful hit anyway.
Well, I've updated you on the latest with the kids and informed you I'm still not sleeping so there isn't much else to say at 2:30 in the morning so I'm gonna go find a semi comfortable place to lay my head and try and catch some more sleep.