Friday, May 2, 2008

Up All Night

I think I'm gonna be up all night. Sadie pooped at some point during her sleep or shortly before she fell asleep and when Ryan came home to go to bed he got her up to change her bum. She decided it was a mighty fine time to be awake and that was an hour ago. I figure by the time she's ready to go back to sleep it will be time for me to get up for the day. It's another sleepless night. I'm getting pretty tired of these and yet pretty used to them too.
I've blogged a lot lately and mostly about my sleepless nights. I guess that's okay, it's life around here. I wonder if Ryan knows what a sleepless night is? I know he's up late but he also has me letting him sleep a minimum of 7 hours a night too. He never has to get up and stay up with kids. He's lucky that way.
It was an interesting day. I managed to sprain my ankle while getting up to use the bathroom at 2 or so in the morning so I could hardly move all day. Which was okay I guess since my back wasn't doing so swell either. It just hurt and I felt uncomfortable all day. It made it hard to do things for my kids and to do things in general. Somehow my house ended up clean though I'm not sure where the energy or physical ability to do that came from.
When Kieran got home from school he was ornery and just a little stinker. He was demanding and just seemed irritated with anything I said to him. Nothing seemed good enough and he was quite mean to me. I didn't like it much at all and I didn't think I deserved it either. It was irritating to be treated so mean by someone I hadn't even done anything to. He snapped out of it though and things went smooth the rest of the night.
I'm thinking this being up and blogging about things stuff sucks. I would much rather be with the rest of the sleeping world and that would be a new change for me too. I'm starting to wonder what it's like to sleep at night...I think I'm starting to wonder what it's like to sleep at all. I get a couple of hours and then I'm awake again. No wonder I feel worn out all day long.

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